omg what is wrong with me
fucking christine get a grip on yourself right now
who gives a shit i don't need anyone holey shitttttttt
why am i still single :( omg staph eet
this sudden tsunami of couples is too overwhelming to deal with
but it's not like i want a boyfriend, i just want someone who treats me like a princess LELELLELELLELL like i want a person who's just, protective and nice and caring and will deal with my shit
fuck where do people even find single date-able people to date
wtf is this
fuck you all
esp you marshall so done with you (well done christine, blaming someone for existing HA)
douche
ASSHOLE
fricken boys
why am i not lesbian
i hate feelings
and then fricken jeff is so. WHY ARE ASIANS SO SHY....... zzzzzzzz let finals be done and then i can throw my soul into a whirl pool of green fairies, fragmented vision and slurred words
i need a deck lel but screw how it fucks up with my city2surf 'training' can't run with black lungs HAHAAH
- black party to look forward to
- runnomination omg ceebs
- fiona's 18th / sleepover pls
- more hr meetings
- lots of work $$$$$
- shopping at dfo with anorah after finals
- find a dress omg cos fucking won't be able to fit into the one i want to wear
ceebs life
ceebs people
ceebs study
why can't i just sleep and eat all day
POSTED BY christine. ON Saturday, June 7, 2014 @ 7:58 PM
Funny how I always end up here whenever I feel like complete shit
Fken feelings CEEBS EMOTIONS PLEASE GO AWAY
I hate feelings
I haven't felt them since yr 10
Fuck off
Holey shit this fucking emotional avalanche
POSTED BY christine. ON Thursday, June 5, 2014 @ 11:49 PM
I GOT 100% FOR BANK REC AW YS OMG HAHAHAHAH
i'm 51% done omg yes and i will finish by tonight and hopefully i can get 83% for perdisco IF i continue getting 100% and not lose anymore marks
did i say how on week 1 i was sitting on 22% lolwot
but then eddy practically did the journal entries for week3-5 for me...omg :') i owe him my life omg
quote: 'but i can't let you fail accounting !' ... sigh
anyways, why am i posting on blog again ? i woke up at 1130 and wasn't bothered to go to uni to study since i end up seeing people and chilling instead which is too much of a waste of time at this moment
despite how much i love seeing people haha
so now i'm at home trying to finish this assignment off before i go out to dins tonight
can i just say that yday was such a cranky day ?
i had to manage the lines for the black party 'stall' and jesus everyone just ignored me lol screw you all and it's so awkward to tell people i know to not push in
so then i just had to pretend i didn't see it happening omg
looked like a total bitch
but on a good note, towards the end, well at the end, we needed boys to take the tables back cos we were too lazy
saw shakib talking to george and omg marshall was there ^__^ TRIVIAL BUT i managed to choke out a 'hey marshall' omg so thumbs up for that heh but they couldn't stay long cos they had to go to their tute
i went to the roundhouse afterwards with sun and we became obese together HAHA but thats cool
then we went to asb to study with eddy and steph
but steph had to go and then sun had to go too so it was just me and ed
but then ken popped over and i hadn't seen him since camp and i was like omg hiiii
then james came and i was like O.O why are there so many high kids here...
then at like 3 marshall pops over and carla came over too to lend me her charger
and then jeff walked by omg FINALLY someone i can talk to properly
but lel anorah comes HHAHAHAHA omg you poor gurl getting so influenced by me HAHA
could i just say that yday was heaven in a stuffy asb room ?
^____^
that was pretty much all i wanted to record
gotta go back to accounting yum before i start everest report
actually let me dot point a few things
- asoc camp: july 25-27
- 90s party ?!
- black party: june 27
- jina's 18th next sat
- need another pack
- start making a list of what food to prepare for the hot pot at camp ^_^
- start city2surf training :(
sigh it's sad how the guys i have my eyes on always go for the quiet, innocent looking, good girls
not that i'm saying i'm a rowdy fuck, but it'd be good knowing that there's a possibility that maybe a guy would be attracted to a loud crazy girl
just once
POSTED BY christine. ON Thursday, May 15, 2014 @ 1:12 PM
Funny how I was sitting on exactly 1200 posts since the last time I blogged and I don't think I would again but it's 420 and I can't sleep
Fucked up sleeping patterns eshays
Driving at 11
Fuck man need to sleep asap
But anyways all I really wanted to say is, I miss high school :( who te fuck learns a chapter per week AND retains all the info
I am so behind in everything omfg and it's no like I can rely on my friends forever too omfg ceebs
But there is some good stuff
On a good day at UNI I can actually say hi to one one every few steps and on a normal day I guess it's just the usuals + Michelle and Libby HAHHA THEY'RE EVERYWHERE
OMFG THAT REMINDS ME had a can of Smirnoff original right before my mgmt lecture which Eric chimed :L omfg never again it was SO hot in there I couldn't breathe and also the fact that I turned into a too-ripe tomato HAHHAHAHA but it was dr. B's last lesson :(
I was worried I would need to third wheel but luckily eddy and Geoff were done too so we just chilled at central a hungry jacks for a long time and LMAAAAAO bitching about ruse kids HAH ok maybe not bitching bitching but that was interesting :L I really like eddy, he's someone I really look up to (plus he's so cuteeeeee omfg)
I'm excited for tomorrow night - got my wingmen ready
Thought I have quite literally nothing to wear ha and if I wear any of my heels I reckon I'd tower over every single person in there so mhm what to do
Ugh think about that after I finish my mgmt essay zzz
I like Fridays
And Henry has begun texting...why isn't it Marshall ;( BUT NO I'VE DECIDED it's a lost cause
I feel terrible for him, way to make things shitfuck awkward (I can't stop swearing) sorry Marshall :(
Maybe that's why I have this urge to make things better because if I'm the one to fuck it up then I feel like its my responsibility to make it better
Ah ad that interview
Man I can't do interviews but I HAVE to get hr
I can't be the only one who doesn't get it ;(
...I wonder if Marshall got offered ... Omfg ceebs why am I so gross
Oh that also reminds me, me and Audrey are cool beans
After one whole year of barring we managed to get over our differences - actually more like she accepted alcohol HAHA and getting drunk HAHA she was such a little bitch
But hey even I've accepted men though that phone incident with Tom is still a bit ... Fucked up
It was super fun to share camp stories with her and Jina haha makes me wonder why other people can't just laugh it off, but then again probably te people who went to camp would understand - ah pat's wise words
Lmao I think I forever scarred Rodger and eddy HAHAHA
I really enjoy talking to Rodger - he's mean but he's cool, super entertaining
It's sad how the dynamics of everything have changed/are changing
Yet at the same time, I don't feel very bothered by it
It's just upsetting to see old things shrivel up while the new things replace it
I miss camp
I'm happy I went :)
Hehe OH YEAH Steph found photos of me and Austin omfg hnnnnngggggggg highlight of whole camp HAHAHAHAHA ah
It'll be fun tomo night
Tonight*
Oh not to mention my rents found out about my tatts lolz
Strange strange - didn't react as badly to my tongue piercin lol
And I'm gonna get dermals after finals :)
I'm excited for alcohol
These two weeks have been so mentally draining
Man I gotta stop letting Brandon have this effect on me ceebs
I'm sad he's not coming tonight :(
Anyways it's practically 5
Nights
POSTED BY christine. ON Saturday, March 29, 2014 @ 4:43 AM
# It really makes me wonder how things would be if I had not said those things that day. Would it have been me ?
# I'm glad you think it's the best. Have fun.
POSTED BY christine. ON Saturday, October 5, 2013 @ 11:59 PM
Think that the 5hours when I did work today is more than the amount I've done all holidays
SO STUDY DATE WELL DONE THANKS SANDY
ok I'm too tired to keep posting but fricken food was amazing and everything was awesomePOSTED BY christine. ON Thursday, October 3, 2013 @ 11:03 PM
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